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Lady Sif ([personal profile] shield_maiden) wrote in [community profile] bladesofasgard2012-05-15 08:30 pm

Misunderstandings

Sometimes, Sif really loved the fact that Heimdall was her brother, and that he indulged her enough to humor her in reporting when Loki returned to the palace. She’d been even more upset when she’d been released from the healing rooms to find him gone, worried when she’d had no word from him, no visits, nothing.

She’d wracked her brain, trying to think of a reason why he might be avoiding her now, but was hard pressed to come up with one beyond the troubling thought that maybe he’d tired of her. Maybe he did believe her too large a chink in his armor, too great a weakness. She didn’t want to dwell on that, had tried her best to keep from fretting on it, although as the days stretched out, it became harder.

So when word arrived from her brother that Loki was currently in the throne room with Thor, she held off joining them, heading instead to Loki’s private chambers to lie in wait for him. She sank down behind one of his worktables, making herself comfortable as she waited. And if one of his overly large tomes hid her mostly from view… well, that was his fault for having such large books in the way, wasn’t it?
complicatedliar: (feral)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Those sounds she made only spurred him on, though he couldn't maintain such a hard pace indefinitely. Loki clutched Sif tightly against him as he came, his breath forced out against her shoulder by a hard wave of pleasure. He shuddered, pressing deeper for a moment before he finally relaxed.

The movement one of habit, he turned his face to press a kiss against her neck.
complicatedliar: (eyes so green)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Loki laughed softly, though the sound had nothing to do with humor and everything to do with how overwhelmed he felt. He wrapped his arms firmly around her, pressing his face at the place where her neck and shoulder joined.

"I love you as well," he said softly. He didn't say such emotional things often, but it seemed important now, as if that, too, could salvage all that had gone wrong.
complicatedliar: (eyes closed)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Loki smiled, his eyes slipped shut as he nuzzled her skin. "Of course. You've certainly chased any thought of bad dreams from my mind, that's to be certain."

He sighed, fingers moving lightly against her side. "I have missed you. Never think that I have not."
complicatedliar: (my boy builds coffins)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Loki laughed. "No, you are far more intoxicating than any wine."

He shook his head. "Never. I know well who to blame for what has happened. There has just been... much to deal with."
complicatedliar: (far away look)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Loki sighed. "There are things only I can do, because I know when it is not time to fight. And I'm quite adept at hiding." He closed his eyes for a moment, feeling tired. "It will be over soon enough. I will rest then." He turned his face into Sif's hands, wishing that it really were so simple.

But perhaps it would be, once the war with Jotunheim was seen to.
complicatedliar: (pensive)

[personal profile] complicatedliar 2012-05-29 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Loki closed his eyes tightly, hand curling against her side. Why did she have to speak of this again? He rolled away, onto his back, rubbing at his face with his hands. "I wear the coat of a spy today, not that of a diplomat. I cannot change what I have seen."

He sighed, shaking his head and closing his eyes. "I must away early in the morning. There's more I must know if I'm to grasp the situation fully." He did find her hand, lightly squeezing it. "But I believe no unpleasant dreams will trouble me."